.:: al0ne n aLL by mUhseLf ::.

finally, this world all is mine... wahahahah... i just wannabe what am i dreaming of... a cruel, evil rebel... warghhh... makang budak!!
gle dah aku nih... hullow guys... i just wanna tell ya, ia'm alone at this house..
yes!! ALONE... just like home alone... yeah, your family are going to a vacation n when they reached the destination, they just realised... whre am I?? haha.. just kidding..
gle per mak pak aku nak tgai kan aku sensorang... tapi mmg btol pon aku sorang jer kat cni...
blablabla... eryn'll come ere jap gi.. hurm... yah.. we'll messing up this house.. yahahaha...
i've got no idea laaaa....
buhbye...

M.O.T.S >> carik idea arr dlu weh!!!

.:: income!! ::.

yes!! that's what i kept thinking bout...!! money and money... where can i get those money as u noe... no school, no pocket money.. mak wouldnt give any money laa.. huh.. how ek?? everyone needs money..
maaaaa..... 7th Disember 2006.. fuh, the most waited date.. my last paper n i'm not a school student anymore..hahahaha... on that nite, i'll go to kedah..
lamenyer x blik kedah.. hehe.. do we should meet?? yes, at first i thought.. but how?? n how?? huh, i can't imagine when n how we'll meet. what if he's not like i thought just like what happen to sha# just now.. Emi is not like what she's dreaming off, serves ur rite, sha... nak mcm irwanshah..skalik dpt huh....
for me, it's ok laa.. i've never dream to have a boyfriend as gorgeous as zaquan adha, it's enough as he loves me n noe how to make me happy...
gosh..what have i done... i told ya bout my love..haha.. never mind laa.. that's what blogs are create of..
wuh..there re so many grammatical error la here..
today, i'd hanging out with muh best buddies. yup!! we're the best... we smacked the chicken rice shop..hahaha... padan muka!!
blablablabla.......................
i cant wait to meet him... huh, just be patient laaaaa...


M.O.T.S = love someone ya noe!!

.:: my first video ::.

.:: the end of a skewl life ::.

gosh!! only he noe how happy am i rite now... yaaaa.... saper tak hepi lepas spm... gudbye skewl life, welcome real life... i'd just think dat i'm gonna miss each moments since i was in the kindergarden until here where i'm standing... dunia nyata...

i'm some kinda of an afraid to face the real act.. yaaa... it's a confession... but i realised... one day i will face the real life, the real world, so why'd i have to be afraid of it?? rite... i'd got the anthem.. hahaha...

from now on, i've make a promise to me, myself n i dat even anything happen, at enywhere at anytime, do not be afraid to accept urself.. god's creations are da greatest... apa yg tuhan dh bagi kat kiter, itu adalah yg terbaik ntok kite...

i'm 17 n 18 soon. boys are like toys for me... just forgive me boys for what have i done to you... i'm so sorry... esp to N.. i noe dat i'm special to you, but for now, there's no place to you in my heart.. not for anyone act... i'd just love to play with them, spending time with them, n feel dat dis world is mine...hahaha..<<>

i want to make another confession...

i loved to be lonely... ya, i just realised it when nobody's around me... i feel like whoA!!!! awesome..

friends are suck coz they really get me into the pain... i didnt like it..

just let me be myself in my world... i dont need no one to share neither happiness nor sadness.. i've got myself who is my bestest best friend...

arghhh.... speechlesss....hahaha

M.O.T.S >> beware of me, boys outta here!!

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~ A LONER ~

Hullow guys... how's life..
today, i'm alone kat umah.. my mom, paps, sis, bro, anta angah g UITM Jengka..
wahahaha... JENGKA.... angah.. pdn muka...
tadik g town ngan ishah... beli ear ring...
sakit shial nak pakai...
pastuh balik... nengok konsert af..
FARHAN did a good job even x macam last week..
at least she did her best..
seb bek salima gedik yg kuar diz week..
next week forsure dak soton sepet yg kuar...
nyampah arr ngan dier tuh
yg aku x thn tadik bikos op u..
wahahah...
word because yg kiter pronounce as bikaus jadik bikos jerk
memang patut aut pon... ridiculous...
neway... happy birthday my sweet nana.. 23 dah..
ntah biler minah nih nak kahwin
k.epop dah tunang, nana biler lgik ek??
tingin aku nengok nana nek pelamin... ngan asben dier rr... heheh
aku rindu laa kat sambadi.. dah almost 4 days dier x ctact aku
WHERE'D U GO?? I MISS U SO.. SEEMS LIKE ITS BEEN 4 EVER DAT U'VE BEEN GONE!!
i miss him a lot... anyway... takziah gak ntok mawi..

Gettin' Better diz MOrninG!!

moRnin' guys!! yeah.. morning.. it's almost 3 a.m now... again... i'm just messing around here just to share with u guys wut had happen to me 2day... I cant say it's a really nice day... a bit boleh kot... i noe the ciken pork wont let me go...huh!! nice trick porks...hehe
Every Day Is A happy Day... maybe korang penah dengar phrase nih.. ala yg slaloo ader kat pembalut hadiah kat supermarket tuh... i just thinking bout it diz nite.. "Everyday Is A Happy Day".. is it a fact or some stupid question??
We cant say it's a fact because... hey tipu laa u guys lalui everyday with just smile... it's not a life!! smilesmilesmilesmile.... kalu cam nih...pegi senyum superlaaa...... Life is nothing without laugh, crying, sadness, happiness, love....
haaa... talkin' bout LOVE... how many of u guys had been fallin' in LOVE??
dun cheat me huh...
sometimes i get confuse with LOVE n LIKE..
have you come across dis situation?? it's when you think u're in LOVE with sum One but actually you just LIKE him... LIKE the way he talk to you, LIKE the way he treat you.. n then after a while, u're getting bored with him/her..
It's a common situation.. I always be a "LIKER" not "LOVER"
it is because... aku nih cpt sgt bosan... belum sempat org tu luahkan perasaan dier, aku dah tolak dier awal2... I oso dun get me!!
Dear guys yg penah aku kecewakan, IM REALLY SORRY..
I didnt mean to do it 4 u guys... but I just think bout our future... Sorry, i'm not a future girl for guys!! coz I'M A REBEL!!! wahahaha....
just kidding.....
but now, I think i LIKE sum One... he's nobody, just my unwell cousin...
why unwell?? because he's not crazy...hehahaha..... I MISS HIM A LOT..
but sum time... I think like....BULLSHIT!! we're not meant to be together...
WHY??
to be continued...

Chicken Pox attax da WORLD!!!

DORK!! a week just at home?? arghhhh.... bullshit.. wut about my trial... mama..... i wanna be @ school.... bayangkan satu badan aku kena ciken pork <<>> =P wut should i do?? aku x mo dok umah n melanguk cam lalat urung taik... be4 diz aku try elakkan sbb my whole family diattack by this viruSS.... huh... x masyuk gak... so aku desaid dok umah nengok af4... hehe.... AFUNDI FARHAN beb!! gorgeous!! awesome!! i like the way she act @ everywhere even most of u said she's hipocrite!!??!! hey... she's got the style, guys!! c'm0n... kenapa nak buang duit n masa undi si "cute" amirul?? he's suck!! he's got no voice!! kalau compare dier ngan farhan... WOW!! bumi & langit pon x jauh beza camtuh!! hey... velvet nyer voice pun not bad laa... c'mon guys!! wake up... x kan nak tgk yg "cute" <> jadi top 5!! c'mon laaa.... anyway... aku bukan nak kondem u guys.. maybe a lil bit... but please tgk pada bakat k... ok... stop kat sini pasal af... u guys tgk WC??
hmmm...ok...ok... my hand crying in pain!!
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thanx god!!

HHavee aa niccee ddayyy.....

Hailoo n holaa...
never xpect that i'm gonna create this blog!! shit.. aku malas sebnanyer nak wat bende2 nih... tapi oleh sebab buhsan tahap skru drebar tercabot..aku ngan baik hatinya menaip laa.. skalik skala bagi laa untun kat blogger nih kan... oleh sbb nih pes posting...so...dont expect too much from me laaa.... i just can say... IM IN LOVE!!!